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مشاهدة النسخة كاملة : lasting moments


النجمة المضيئة
02-16-2010, 10:42 AM
[فقط الأعضاء المسجلين والمفعلين يمكنهم رؤية الوصلات]


No one can see the pain that we hide,
They're happy for us to keep it inside,
Our fear is our own; they don't want to know,
Why should we involve them; why should it show.
You live your whole life in confusion and fear,
The need to feel something unbearably near,
Half of you living, Half of you gone,
And inside you know what your doing is wrong.
The thing's that can help, the thing's that may heal,
Are the flame or the blade and the sting of the steel,
The destruction of skin means the death of your soul,
But there's nowhere to run when your living alone.

[فقط الأعضاء المسجلين والمفعلين يمكنهم رؤية الوصلات]



I feel alone.
Separate from others.
Suffering from a broken heart.
I cry.
I have friends.
They care for me.
But their to busy with their lives.
Am I selfish?
I stand in the high wall not caring.
I watch my life pass by in blurs.
Turning my head just looking around.
I bleed.
My heart bleeds.
I feel so alone.
I watch people hug and kiss.
I want.
I try to get noticed.
I Scream at the top of my lungs.
No one notices.
I fall.
I curl up in fetal position in the middle of the floor.
I pull my hair gently to see if I'm still alive.
I claw at my skin to bleed more.
I disappear.
My life keeps on going.
But I dont.
I walk like on autopilot.
I'm non-existent.

[فقط الأعضاء المسجلين والمفعلين يمكنهم رؤية الوصلات]

I'm completely afraid,
Scared of what the world will bring,
You see the thing is,
I'm a little scared of everything,
I'm afraid to love,
Scared to trust,
I'm scared to do,
What I must,
I'm scared to be alone,
Afraid that it'll stay,
That I'll always be alone,
Forever and a day,
A brave smile,
One that's clearly fake,
It's all hollow,
But it's a distinction you don't make,
Tears in my eyes,
They're always there,
No one notices,
They just don't care,
The attention diverted,
Someone cries,
No one notices,
The sadness in my eyes,
There's always a problem,
Someone else is sad,
So I'm overlooked,
With the problem I had,
Unimportant,
Not enough for them to see,
Not important enough to look,
Hey, this isn't me!!
My life's just changed,
And my fears have come true,
I'm facing it alone,
No one cares, not even you,
My fears are there,
They're now reality,
I loved and trusted,
Now you don't care for me,
A broken heart,
A lost, dear friend,
'Cause you don't care,
My fears have no end,
After trying so hard,
Instilling confidence in you,
You go and betray it,
This is what you do?!
Does no one realise?
Does no one care?
Trusting you all,
Is fear I can't bare,
I'm trying to love,
Trying to trust,
But if you don't return it,
How can I do what I must?
How can I let you in?
How can I try at all?
If I'm not sure,
You'll catch me when I fall?


[فقط الأعضاء المسجلين والمفعلين يمكنهم رؤية الوصلات]




And I don't cry when people can see,
The tears streaming down my face.
And I don't cry when people can be
There to hear me at that time and place.
And I don't weep at any given time,
Only when I think clear and deep.
And I don't weep because you're not mine,
But simply because the memories I keep.
And I dont sob for the pain I've had
Or the love that I have lost.
And I dont sob because this pain was bad,
Or what this heartbreak had cost.
And I can't cry when I'm being held,
For it's just too much for me to bear.
For the last person that I had felt,
And held me while I cried, you had been the one there.
And I can't weep because I miss you,
Or because I need you here.
Or because I love you dear.

[فقط الأعضاء المسجلين والمفعلين يمكنهم رؤية الوصلات]


But the way you
Made me cry
I’d die for that
I despised the
Way you walked
So arrogant and
Proud
I hated the way
You knew
That you could
Use me
And I’d be back
Again
For more
Because the way you
Made me cry
I’d die for that


[فقط الأعضاء المسجلين والمفعلين يمكنهم رؤية الوصلات]



When I feel so bad & so sad. I feel really need somebody to stand by me.
But no one could be in that position. So I found out that person is myself.
the one really be my best friend.
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HaMsA

l hope from you to in enjoy
my love

copied for your eyes becoz
i loved it and affected with there meaning

سلطان الغرام
02-16-2010, 05:54 PM
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النجمة المضيئة
02-16-2010, 10:22 PM
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